January 2011
Things I like
-I like the feeling of clean, smooth teeth -I like the burn of listerine -I like it when it’s hot and cozy at night -I like my charcoal face wash -I like adrenaline rushes -I like being half asleep because I took sleep medication the night before -I like completing a series -I like nightmares -I like control and power -I like the feeling of being alive -I like it when I feel pain in my abs...
Feeling:
It bothers me when my friends discuss body image issues or the idea of weight loss equating happiness. I don’t think they realize the fear that descends me. The absolute horror. I will not try to make it seem like their way of thinking is okay or acceptable. I won’t let it be.
Life Update 1/27/2011
-I begin to resent how everybody I know is capable of reading my blog. I censor it. I realize this is cliche. I hate myself for thinking this. I hate myself for my censorship -I believe people are inherently evil. I believe we do things out of: fear of vulnerability, control/power, -I begin to realize whenever I say “people” or “we” it generally is me projecting...
I think too much. I don’t think the things I think are normal. I don’t think they’re necessarily very healthy. I analyze it all.
I AM SORRY, BUT I GET OVERLY PASSIONATE. BLEH.
Basically, one of the annoying things I find about facebook, is that the little attempts every once in awhile people try to make to get everybody to participate in a certain trend, and then claim it to have some righteous, disease making aware purpose.
Let’s go through, shall we? Firstly, there was the bra colour trend, then the cartoon trend,...
What I want to do when there's an awkward silence.
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theofficeisfunny:
what i do in awkward silences
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US Skins
So, I had to eventually at one point rant about my feelings toward US Skins, since I’m a large fan of the UK series. First off, if there’s one thing in general that differentiates US television from UK, it’s that UK tends to be a bit more gritty. It’s realistic and has more focus on REAL people unlike the US shows that don’t expose certain human qualities such as...
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Where are you? I want to talk to you. I need and miss you. Fuck. I’m confused. And anxious.
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Eventful weekend. It’s vague, because this is a public tumblr. Anyways, though. This red velvet cake Bacon and I made is delicious.
So.Much.Food.
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When you laugh during camera shots
angierah:
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shayym:
gaptoothedjackass-:
Expectations:
Reality:
omg. my life.
omg
omq
SERIOUSLY.
IT’S LIKE I LITERALLY TURN INTO A HORSE WHEN I LAUGH T-T
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